Oh, Gids, how I often I feel that same way. And then I think of what it would be like to see you again. Would I fall child-ishly in love with you like I once was? Or would it be different this time since we've both moved on? But... I can never think those thoughts for very long because then I feel like a traitor to Andrew, and I don't want to do that to him. He is very good to me.
Anyway, I had all big piano recital last weekend and it went ok. I was a little disappointed, though. I guess that a lot of people forgot about it. It wasn't as cool as I thought it would be either becasue the guy that I decided to do a duet with didn't really care and he didn't work hard so we had to cut a couple of songs that I had worked really hard on and that were really cool. Oh well. We had reeeaally good cake though. Gideon, this chocolate frosting was to die for! It was so good! I wish you could have tasted it.
But since my recital is over, I feel like I can sit down at the piano with a new love for it since now, I don't have to stress about any deadlines. I can just play because I want to and because I love to.
Tonight we're having our church service in Chicago, in the Sears Tower. I'm really excited about that. I guess some organization got together and decided to invite a bunch of churched to it. I think it's going to be really cool and I'm excited to worship God this evening. I feel like I just need some time in song, do you ever feel that way? Like your just so thirsty for worship as a body of Christ?
Well, I need to go to work.
Take care, Gids,
Bethany