Hey Robert and Patricia are not getting married!I was going to be singing with them in some wedding tomorrow but that has changed because we're showing another play tomorrow called 'harrowing of hell'I'm not taking part in this play because I've had very little time for practice.Let me ask,doyou still consider me your boyfriend despite all the obstacles placed in our way,you know not being able to call,send gifts........all that?It is actually me who feels more of what you said,I feel I'm being unfair to you just the same way you described how you feel.It is true that there'd be lots of girls in college and it is also true that it is hard to have a relationship with someone that far,but it is not true that you're stopping me from anything or restricting me from doing things that other guys do,because I don't wanna be like everyother guy,I wanna be me and besides,I keep hoping that I'll see you sometimes soon and that keeps me going.Whether God has something better for me about relationships that I don't know for now,now I know that I am more than blessed to have you as my friend and yes I really really do like you and even that is an understatement.Have a happy easther as you think of God's great and amazing love and grace expressed by his death on the cross.I miss you I'm praying for you and I like you,I really do Bethany.Please pray for one more week of camp starting this sunday.

I was really glad to hear from you. Sometimes when I don't hear from you I worry that you're hurt or sick or dead and that I'll never know. Then I have to reassure myself that you are just a busy guy and usually I'm ok. Do you really still like me? Don't get me wrong, I don't mean to question your honesty. That's not what I mean to do at all... but sometimes I can't help wondering. You know since your older than me and getting ready for college, which is a big chapter in your life. I wonder sometimes if maybe I'm holding you back from something better that God has in store for you. I mean, I've got to think that there are going to be a lot of girls in college, any college that you would, and I am far away. I don't mean to say that I think that you are a player, not at all. I just don't want to stop you from anything. And I do like you too! That's not it either. I like you alot. I do! I do! But, I don't know. Sometimes I just feel bad, like I'm restricting your freedom and because of me you don't do things that other guys might. Maybe I'm just psycho and don't know how to have a relationship with someone that is 8,000 miles away. But anyway on a little different note, I know approximately where Ukunda is and I hope that your classes go well. Let me know as soon as you find something out about your applications, ok? And I hope that your skits and everything go well. We'll be praying for you. Actually, just this evening some of my friends and I went out and they asked me how you were doing (of course they knew all about you from me) and we talked about you for a while. It's a good thing that I for a message from you and knew what to say. Tell Robert and Patricia that I said congradulations, ok? I miss you. Have a good week, Gids.
Bethany