Wednesday, March 12, 2003
Hey wossup! For the very first time in my life yesterday my dad told me his heart about what he feels I should do with my life.His principle has always been do whatever your heart desires and I'm right behind you to support you.However yesterday after talking for a while about my reapplication to medical school and all that stuff he told me plainly that in his visionary thinking about me he does not see me in a hospital administering to patients but he rather sees me help fix broken hearts and point thirsty souls to the saviour, in aother words he sees me deeply rooted in the word and ministering to God's people through teaching his word,he is therefore of the opinion that I go to a theological/music school.Frankly speaking,that has always been in my heart and I have always said I will eventually do that,I know from deep down my heart that that is what gives me the most fulfilment doing,but my mind tells me I need medicine for a wider scope of ministry I have battled with that for a long time and I even remember joking with my brother that if I don't get to do Medicine I'll dedicate the rest of my life to the remaining crucial Ms in my life;my Maker and Music,but it looks like its no longer a laughing matter,I'm really praying about it and I'd appreciate people like you praying with me abou it,meanwhile I'll soon be done with this application thing and wait for the lord's next direction.Take care and I miss you and all the best with the wedding.Really sth has to be wrong with your computer set up coz it shows me every time that ditttoga is blocked.Good night and have another dream of us.
Giddy B
posted by Gideon Banda at 5:33 AM
Hey, Gids, I'm afraid that I will not be able to be online today. I'll have to explain later. I'm so sorry though! Maybe another day, ok?
Yours, Atoti
posted by Bethany at 1:20 AM
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