I wish that I could say something to make you feel better. Let me just tell you that it absolutly kills me to hear of you like this. You have no idea how much I want to hug you right now. I want to wipe away all your tears and energize you and make you happy and make everything just right. But actually, I have nothing. Right now I am racking my mind to think of someway to encourage you or help you. But it means so much to me that you are praying for me. You are the only person who tells me that on a regular basis. Maybe God will bring me something good that I will write to you later. Until then, Atoti.

Hi I,m ok. but a little disturbed about college plans people that I look upto for this seem to be taking so much of their sweet time,and just like you would be its quite upsetting ,I mean I,m human and would definately respond to any kind of failure but I guess God is also teaching me that its not about the people but God and I want to trust in him more through all this.This morning I listened to this song that says'he knows my name, he knows my every thought........and hears me when I call and I couldn't help sobbing for my lack of faith sometimes.However yeah Iam really excited about going to college and I look forward to it one of the reasons is because I,ll be meeting new challenges and maybe tougher which means growth and that whole scenario is exciting to me.I'm happy for all the progress that seems to be going on in your life and I never cease to pray for you,and hey I miss you as always hope I'll be with ya someday to view all those wonderful scenaries you talk about.God bless and take care.
Giddy