You make me so happy. Did you have a good time with your sister? I sure did. Jen came home out fo no where. She just showed up Fri evening. I was so gald to see her. We do all kinds of crazy things. Like go to the store late at night to get random things. We had so much fun. I can't wait until next weekend when I can go down to see her and stay with her in college. We were looking throught a bridal magazine and I found a wedding dress that I thought was really nice and as soon as she saw it she fell in love with it. She said to me "Let me write it down". I started freaking out on her. We never look at bridal magazines because we're seriously thinking about getting married, just for fun. But she was serious. I suppose it just caught me off guard. I can't beleive that she'll be getting married on of these days. I mean, I know that she really likes this guy Jeremy, but MARRIAGE? It's so weird to me.I'm sorry about Danson, of course, I'll pray for him. Thank you for the encouragement. You mean so much to me. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Well, Sunshine, I'm going to bed. I hope you have a good day in church tomorrow. And I'm praying real hard about everything to go well with Allan and everything surrounding that.
Atoti

Hey baby
Here I am at last.I understand that you are worried and I'm soo sorry for the silence.It is extremely expensive to be on line in my home town and those two short mails I wrote was when my sister did me a favor and I used her computer in her office at her working place.Im back and things will flow as usuall.With everything that is going on around you remember that the God of Israel never slumbers and through some mistakes we make today our tommorow is made better.Do you remember Danson our director?Please pray for him coz I've just been told that he is very ill.He's suffering from very serious pneumonia and is admitted in the ICU.About my plans my Dad and I discussed alot of issues and I'm writting out a 'write out about my testimony,current work and the need to go to Bible Institute which he will present to his friend Allan whn he comes next month we're hoping that he will help us to raise some support.I also got a letter from the IUSM ,But that comes after the BI plans have succeeded.I miss you very much and know that it hurts me when I'm not able t write to you coz I know exactly how that feels.I got on line some minutes after 6.00 so I'm sorry if you got on line earlier and didn't find me.It was good to be home but I'm also glad to be back and get ready for work.Say hi to your sis.Thankyou for your prayers and thank you for being there for me upto this far.Know that I like you too-very much and I miss you .
Giddy

I found out today that paintin gmy guitar was the dumbest thing that I've done in a very long time. Come to find out, my guitar is a 40 yr old Silvertone and if I hadn't repainted it, I could have sold it (even thought it wasn't all there) for $800! That is a LOT of money! Wow, I still can't believe that I did that. I was not very happy. My sister surprised me and came home this evening. I'm so happy. I'm a little worried that I haven't heard from you in a couple of days. But I'm just going to assume that you can't get to a computer. Just in case, I'm praying for you and I hope that everything is going alright and I like you alot.
Bethany

So what did you and your dad decide? Is everything ok with you? I'm glad you like that place, where is it? Thank you for the encouragement. I'm sure it will work out I was just really disapointed last night. Tonight is our first youth group rally since school has started and I'm really excited about it. I think that my youth pastor is a little worried about it thought, because last year we lost so many seniors off to college. Every year is a new year right? I need to be truckin'.
Bethany
I like my new name too :-)

Hey baby
You got yourself another name.My dad calls you 'beauty queen'I like that name a lot.Any way I'm glad and proud of your new position in class.Use it to affect lives positively.About the guitar everything will work out coz god has seen your zeal and he'll grant you your desire.Otherwise I really like this place Irealise I needed this,to be away from noise and to be alone to get time to reflect on life deeply.Thanks for understanding my postion if I don't write and I miss you too.take care.
Giddy

I was supposed to finish my guitar tonight- put the tunning knobs and strings on. Well, come to find out, one of the wholes was mis-drilled or something, but it's not an equal distance from the rest of them. I don't know what to do. I'm so disapointed. I have worked so hard on that thing and now it might not even play. I almost cried when I realized that there was nothing that I could do to fix it. I have spent countless hours on that guitar. Sigh. I'll take it to the music store and see if they can help it any but I don't want to put a whole lot of money in it since I only paid 30 bucks for the guitar itself. That's just kind of put a damper on my day. Lets see, it's really been an ok day though, I got nominated to be the class representative in my nursing class. That was cool. I didn't expect to get that position at all. I'll try to keep dreaming, but I don't really know how to control them. Any suggestions? I'm glad that your family seems to like me. Don't worry about not writing. I understand and I appreciate every word that you write anyway. I wish you were here with me and could tell me that everything is going to work out and that my guitar will NOT be a failure and then you could just be with me and everything would be fine, no matter what. I'm sorry this is a little morbid. I miss you too, more than I can tell. Sweet dreams.

Hey baby
just got a chance to say hi.I really miss ou I tried to get a computer yesterday but I couldn't make it. Any way I got a small chance now.I'm really enjoying my time at home relaxing and meeting my old friends.Everyone seems to have grown down here and now is when I realise that I have also grown so much.My family is excited about you and I'm very proud of you .Keep dreaming and one day these dreams shall come true.Bear with me honey if I don't write mails regularly coz it's very hard here but I'll keep trying like this.Miss ya and take care.

OH, guess what made my day today? I had a dream about you last night. And it was a good one too! I don't really remember a whole lot about what was going on but I remember that we were driving to Indy, I think to visit your mom or something (how she got there, I don't know) and two people were in the back of the car ( I think it was Romanos and Molly but I have no idea). Anyway, there was no real plot to the dream we were just driving and then we almost decided to go visit my old house and some od my old friends but I don't think we ever did. Even thought it was nothing really, it was SO NICE because we were together and holding hands and everything was just perfect. I can't even tell you how nice it was. Then my day got exceedingly worse because I had a book to read to day. It was such a hard book to read too because it's written in "cowboy" dialect and so I have to read everything over and sometime even say them out loud before I understand what's being said. It was just hard reading. I'll probably geta really bad grade on it. I think that I'm going to quit my job for a while. I don't know I really want to have time to be a kid ( I want to try out fo rour schools fall comedy) but I want to be prepared for my future I don't think that I can do that by not haveing any money BUT I want to be able to trust God with my finances as well. I figure that I have nothing to lose by trying out. I love to act and I would love to make it and be able to perform in fornt of all those people so badly but we'll see if that's what God wants or not. Does that make sense? My grandma is so cute and i love her so much. She was really glad to see us.OHHHHHHHHH my sister is going to take me to college with her in two weekends I'm SSSOOOOOOOO excited to spend time with her! I can't wait! I hope your haveing a good time with your family and I've been praying for everything to go well with your dad.
Yours- Atoti

Hey Gids, I only have about five minutes but I thought that I would just let you know that I’m excited to be able to talk with you on a more regular basis now and that I think that you are the sweetest, nicest most, kind hearted guy that I have ever meet and I like you SO much and I pray for us all the time. I can’t wait for this school year to end so I will maybe get the chance to see you.