woow that chat was the best thing that has happened to me since I last saw you .
I m so jazzed(happy)miss ya and good night.

It's quater to six and I am counting like 15 minutes before you sign in.I'm so excited and I just hope that it works this time.If you you try msn and you see that it's not working just try the blog I will keep an eye on both msn and blog.Waiting to chat Giddy

I remembered what I had to tell you. I had another dream about Africa- it's funny, the only thing that I've drempt about since I've been home is Africa. It's so bizarre- I was looking for you again and I never found you but I got in a lot of trouble for getting my feet wet and then we had to wait in line or something and I saw a lot of my other friends but I kept looking for a bathroom to make sure that I looked ok for you. I don't think that I found you before I had to go to work. What is up with that? I never have dreams about anything more than once. And especially something as depressing as not finding you. I just saw a comercial on TV that was advertising crustless bread. What has this world come to? We are so lazy. I can't belive it sometimes.
I'm going to my friend Linda's house this evening. I fell sometimes like I'm such a bad friend to her. We're both just so busy and our schedules clash so badly. Such is life. I'm really excited about this piano peice that I'm learning. It's jazz and I'm so bad at it and I've been working so hard at it and it is actually coming along.I can't believe that it's only been a month since I've seen you. It seems like an eternity. I am absolutley thrilled to talk to you tomorrow.
Atoti

Hi
Just got a little chance to say hi and thanks for the mails.camps are going on really well but I can't wait to be chatting to you tommorrow at 6:00p.m-our time miss ya and take care.
Guapisimo

Today has not been the best day. Actually, it was quite frustrating. But I got much more excited when I realized that Sat was only two day away and that I would be able to talk to you. A mom got mad at me today because she was late to pick up her kids and that meant that she would have to pay extra. Not that it was my fault but then, today is trash day and I get to take all the daycare garbage AND my boss' families garbage to the curb but the problem is that they are racoons that like the trash so everything was torn apart and falling out. There were magots everywhere. I kept repeating to myself "A servants heart a servants heart" Ugh, it was revolting. But I'm also very excited about my guitar. It's coming along quite nicely. I am now in the sanding stage and some of my friends and I went last night to the hardware store and bought paint. It is going to be hot. Last night at church my friend Nick challanged us about knowing our Bibles and how important it is to be able to defend our faith. He just asking us tough questions and asking us to give him scripture to prove it. It made me realize that I know absolutly nothing about God's Word and challanged me to be constantly studing it. Right now I'm reading through 2Corinthians in my devos. I just read chap 10 and I think that it is verse 4 or maybe 7 but it says somthing like "taking captive every thought and making it obedient to Christ." What a life changing verse! I've been thinking about you alot lately and hoping and praying that camp is going well and that God is working through you and everyone else in amazing ways. Hmmm, there was something else that I was going to tell you about but I cannot remember so I'll have to write it later because I'm tired and ready for bed. Sweet dreams, Guapisimo. I miss you.

I'm rather glad that you weren't online last Sat because I was not exactly conscious the majority of the day. I was miserable. I haven't been sick like that for a long time. But I am back to normal and working. The more I think about you coming over here for school next year, the more I get excited. I know I told you that once, but somebody told me that repetition was the mother of understanding. I talked to my sister on the phone the other day. She got back from her hike through the wilderness and is now settling into college. I miss her so much. I don't think she knows how much she has effected my life, but, I guess few people know how they have changed me. I was working on my guitar this evening after work, taking the paint off it with chemicals. Now, you know how this stripper stuff burns your skin but not until it's been on your skin for at least thirty seconds? Well, I found that out the hard way this evening. As I was running into the house throwing my hands in the sink all I could say to myself was "You stupid stupid girl you" and I think that I said it out loud. I think that I talk to myself more than I realize anymore. You know what else I decided tonight? I don't get outside very much, especially at night. So, I went outside and even in little Hobart, Indiana, where you can only sees so much sky because of the pollution and all you can hear is cars going by and chirping locusts, there is something incredible peaceful about the night sky. I love it. Well, I am excited to hear all about how camp is going and how God is changing you. One of my little boys at work today told me his water was too cold to drink. It made me think of you.
Bethany